another shitty day!!!

sigh! just woke up and got the same feeling that this day will just end up as shitty as yesterday! ever feel deprived on something? well i have, and seems that it's been part of my life's routine. i have no problems with routine, but if the routine is depriving me of happiness then it's not a routine worthwhile.

just spoke with my pakner just now thru MSN Messenger and i was telling him that i'm having a hard time writting posts here, that i have this thoughts in my head but i dunno where and how to start.

ALAS! i can see a picture now in my profile. WOHOO! thank you timber!!